It's been a rollercoaster week, I can tell you that.
On Monday, I spent most of the day trying to relax while having all of the homework for the upcoming week keeping my mind restless.
On Tuesday, I survived. Not bad, not bad at all.
On Wednesday, I felt lonely. I don't know why. Sometimes it just hits you, I guess. I dragged myself to my classes much against my will. I dragged myself to dance rehearsal and tried, but my heart wasn't in it. And it showed.
On Thursday, I was hungover with loneliness. I felt physically, mentally, and emotionally drained. Was it that the sun had disappeared? By the end of the day, I reclaimed my happiness by taking a break from self-pity and cooking with friends. Friends and cooking are two of my favorite things.
Today, the sun came out to say hello again and so did my optimism. However, my hope for the weekend is pretty low. Rehearsals every day make refreshing my spirit kind of hard.
But I'll pull through.
Let's hope loneliness doesn't come knocking on my door again for a while.
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